Dead-Blog Syndrome


– Last post lies back way more than five months.
– Nobody visits anymore 😦
– Bad conscience is always there. “Hey. You have a blog. Update it. You will lose readers. Do it. Now. Write while going to school. Write while in school. Just write! Now you’ve lost them. See? Hello… still here.”
– First thing in the post is always an apology. “Sorry I didn’t post. I hadn’t found the time to write something.”


– JUST WRITE whenever you have the urge to. On the phone and then email it. Very easy, on the go.
– Don’t apologize and just write. When people see there is something to read, they will come back (I hope)
– Make it your homepage, whenever you see wordpress, it will remind you to blog more often.
– Set a time to blog maybe. sunday evening, perfect chillout finish for a wild weekend. Just ten minutes make a difference to none.

“I give myself very good advice, but I very seldom follow it.”

― Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking-Glass

This could be me. So, follow your own advise Doctor Kimi!



Mortality of vanity


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Gold. Silver. Pomp. Glory. Luxury. Beautiful flowers, animals. You and me. Everything vanishes one day, we, who are anxious to do hold everything, grab and treasure amounts of goods we won’t even need one . Death hides everywhere, the sling … Continue reading

Why I don’t blog regularely

Very shameful. I haven’t posted anything since… DECEMBER. That’s two months, two months of procrastination. (Hidden apology) 😛

But, I’ll tell you the reason why. When I blog, I usually have a free mind and lots of free time. I have time to just let it flow, maybe I’m even bored sometimes.
Then even a post every second day is possible.

But when I’m in school or I have lots to do in holidays, my writing flow just wears off. I always tell me to write something, I make notes about things I could write, but I just don’t do it. I feel bad for that, but my life is just so colorful and lively, filled with friends and my boyfriend at times like these, I just don’t find time to write something all by myself.

Possible resolution:
– Write posts when you have the flow, many posts and time them
– Write posts on the go, when you in the bus or in the train, because you have time then
– Write down possible ideas or sentences in a notebook, it will help you a lot while writing

Lots of love,

Times flying by

A little girl, with her friends. in the daycare. Listening to scary songs from vampires and such, pillow fightes, pool parties in the garden, bury each other under a bunch of fluffy pillows and sheets and stuffed toys. Drawing together and tickling each other. Each day playing games was fun, each day started new.

Years passed, everyone grew up. Old friends, baby faces grown to gentlemen. She’s still the a little girl, but more sophisticated, trying to fit in. But one sight, everyone knows instantly – that’s her. Gone, but not forgotten, that’s the task. Feelings overwhelm her, everytime she meets someone she used to know. Also a flood of memories, and a warm feeling overcomes her. Love and happiness for this time, long long ago.

Hello, May.

Spring has come to an end, a warm, chilling and wonderful summer is coming up. A few windy cold days, still chasing after us, trying to hold us back before we fly off like birds, with so much lightness and facility we can’t be compared to petals of flowers blown away by a warm summer breeze.


Which hemisphere are you?

The left and the right hemisphere (pictures taken from here)

“I am the left brain. I am a scientist. A mathematician. I love the familiar. I categorize. I am accurate. Linear. Analytical. Strategic. I am practical. Always in control. A master of words and language. Realistic. I calculate equations and play with numbers. I am order. I am logic. I know exactly who I am.”

“I am the right brain.
I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion.
Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter.
I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feet.
I am movement. Vivid colors.
I am the urge to paint on an emty canvas.
I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel.
I am everything I wanted to be.”

I found these pictures recently, and I just thought how beautiful they were. Whoever created this, it was worth it. It’s full of life and creativity, describing the completely mysterious brain in such words is just beautiful. I was very interested then, and I ended up researching about this topic of the right and the left hemisphere.

It was catching, I learned that we have two hemispheres, the right and the left brain, and a brain dominance, that is when one hemisphere is more used then the other. The left brain is analytical and controls our speaking and language. The right brain is creativity and spatial orientation, Left handed people like me have often a right brain dominance.
I know that I’m a right brain type, because I just identify me like the colourful text and not as structures and analytical as the left brain is.


Time flew by, february is passing by fast, and spring is coming soon. We all sense it, the warmer weather, people who wear more colourful clothes, brighter. Walking in the street, little children with their scooters, laughing young folks. Lighter jackets, more people wearing t-shirts. Birds singing gently and cats lying in the warm rays of sunshine. Sometimes a cold wind still whistles and makes you freeze, but sun is always there and warms you up afterwards.

When the days are brighter, it’s great to take photos with that natural light of the sun, but one week earlier I got an external flash attachement with diffusor for my Canon EOS 500D, so now my pictures will be lighted more softly, even without the sunlight.

These photos were taken about a week ago, when a light sheet of snow still covered up our ways.

Christmas Lights

Before I begin the actual blog: Thank you sooo much for all the views! 350+ I’m so stunned!

Reindeer - Expecto Patronum? (:

There is it again: The time of drinking tea and hot chocolate, be at home while the coldness outside knocks at the windows, buying presents, warmth, being with your family and friends, watching how the big shopping centers begin to hang out their christmas lights and selling cookies and mandarines. Yes, you’re right: It’s christmas time!

Some think it’s the most wonderful time of the year, some think it’s just a stress time, covered in pretty lights and delightful occasions. Everything has two sides, where light is, there also is shadow. One side is: buying presents = happiness to people. Or: christmas = presents, presents = commercial, therefore christmas = commercial? Buying presents also contains the fact of running around, be stressed, the need to get money (if you aren’t that kind of person who buys christmas present two months before and doesn’t earn 10k a year).
Now, the opinions may be divided, but everyone knows that christmas brings people together.


As a response to renxren’s Anime watch!!. (I didn’t figure out how to leave a comment, soo… I will answer like this)

Animes! As long I could think, they fascinated me. Those pretty girls, with big, shiny eyes, beautiful hair, cute faces, long legs, big breasts, thin waist and cute clothes. Smart, handsome guys, with hair just to play with and stroke it, nice behaving. The love stories they had, emotions that made you cry when you saw the scene, stunning magical scenes with sparkle and power. Music, their everyday school life, science-fiction like robot girls or diclonius (Lucy, Elfen Lied), it was a second world to me.
Not because I actually had nothing else to do, I had friends, I had appointements, dates, school – my own life. But in the evenings, or on weekends, it was nice to have just some time for yourself, watching your favorite anime and get caught into another world. I especially adores their school uniforms, and the japanese voices. In the times of me watching animes, I learnt a lot of “anime-japanese”. That much I could actually understand simple things japanese people in real life talked, or in movies (O’Ren Ishii, Kill Bill).

The time I stopped watching animes I just can’t remember. Just, like from now to then, I hadn’t got the time to watch any animes anymore. Or just didn’t take the time to watch them. I had so much to do, I moved from my old town I lived for about 14 years to a whole new place. I was busy, and I found new interesting things to do that I forgot about my old passion. In the past I used to say: “Oh I love animes! I will ALWAYS watch animes!” and now it isn’t true anymore. I don’t regret the time I spend with it, it was worth! And sometimes, even now, if I get nostalgic, I love to browse through my downloaded-in-ancient-time-with-youtube-downloader-animes, watch and laugh happily about them (:

Just to remember: Here’s a list of the animes I watched. Those are not all, because I forgot to enter them, but the most.

My ever and going on favorite animes are:
– Kuroshitsuji
– Pandora Hearts

– Rozen Maiden

– Highschool Of The Dead

– Black★Rock Shooter

(in non-order)