#tbt // Revival


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#tbt – #throwbackthursday – A day where people usually post things past events, remembering everything all sentimental 😀 Well, although I had the best intentions to regularely blog again, I failed (cry a little bit). Procrastination, y u no quit? … Continue reading

Times flying by

A little girl, with her friends. in the daycare. Listening to scary songs from vampires and such, pillow fightes, pool parties in the garden, bury each other under a bunch of fluffy pillows and sheets and stuffed toys. Drawing together and tickling each other. Each day playing games was fun, each day started new.

Years passed, everyone grew up. Old friends, baby faces grown to gentlemen. She’s still the a little girl, but more sophisticated, trying to fit in. But one sight, everyone knows instantly – that’s her. Gone, but not forgotten, that’s the task. Feelings overwhelm her, everytime she meets someone she used to know. Also a flood of memories, and a warm feeling overcomes her. Love and happiness for this time, long long ago.

Lace Helps New Yorkers Beat the Heat

Hello everyone!

Well I think I forgot to write about it, but back when I was in NY for a few days (you sure remember my post Take care NY ), a nice woman calles Nikhita Venugopal from DNAinfo.com adressed me on the streets at Union Square, and asked if she could take a few photos of me wearing a floral lace tank top. I was surprised and a little bit excited too!


That’s the slideshow, Lace Helps New Yorkes Beat the Heat from DNAinfo. Mine is the 8 of 18. The other pictures I like as well.



Time flew by, february is passing by fast, and spring is coming soon. We all sense it, the warmer weather, people who wear more colourful clothes, brighter. Walking in the street, little children with their scooters, laughing young folks. Lighter jackets, more people wearing t-shirts. Birds singing gently and cats lying in the warm rays of sunshine. Sometimes a cold wind still whistles and makes you freeze, but sun is always there and warms you up afterwards.

When the days are brighter, it’s great to take photos with that natural light of the sun, but one week earlier I got an external flash attachement with diffusor for my Canon EOS 500D, so now my pictures will be lighted more softly, even without the sunlight.

These photos were taken about a week ago, when a light sheet of snow still covered up our ways.

Christmas Lights

Before I begin the actual blog: Thank you sooo much for all the views! 350+ I’m so stunned!

Reindeer - Expecto Patronum? (:

There is it again: The time of drinking tea and hot chocolate, be at home while the coldness outside knocks at the windows, buying presents, warmth, being with your family and friends, watching how the big shopping centers begin to hang out their christmas lights and selling cookies and mandarines. Yes, you’re right: It’s christmas time!

Some think it’s the most wonderful time of the year, some think it’s just a stress time, covered in pretty lights and delightful occasions. Everything has two sides, where light is, there also is shadow. One side is: buying presents = happiness to people. Or: christmas = presents, presents = commercial, therefore christmas = commercial? Buying presents also contains the fact of running around, be stressed, the need to get money (if you aren’t that kind of person who buys christmas present two months before and doesn’t earn 10k a year).
Now, the opinions may be divided, but everyone knows that christmas brings people together.


As a response to renxren’s Anime watch!!. (I didn’t figure out how to leave a comment, soo… I will answer like this)

Animes! As long I could think, they fascinated me. Those pretty girls, with big, shiny eyes, beautiful hair, cute faces, long legs, big breasts, thin waist and cute clothes. Smart, handsome guys, with hair just to play with and stroke it, nice behaving. The love stories they had, emotions that made you cry when you saw the scene, stunning magical scenes with sparkle and power. Music, their everyday school life, science-fiction like robot girls or diclonius (Lucy, Elfen Lied), it was a second world to me.
Not because I actually had nothing else to do, I had friends, I had appointements, dates, school – my own life. But in the evenings, or on weekends, it was nice to have just some time for yourself, watching your favorite anime and get caught into another world. I especially adores their school uniforms, and the japanese voices. In the times of me watching animes, I learnt a lot of “anime-japanese”. That much I could actually understand simple things japanese people in real life talked, or in movies (O’Ren Ishii, Kill Bill).

The time I stopped watching animes I just can’t remember. Just, like from now to then, I hadn’t got the time to watch any animes anymore. Or just didn’t take the time to watch them. I had so much to do, I moved from my old town I lived for about 14 years to a whole new place. I was busy, and I found new interesting things to do that I forgot about my old passion. In the past I used to say: “Oh I love animes! I will ALWAYS watch animes!” and now it isn’t true anymore. I don’t regret the time I spend with it, it was worth! And sometimes, even now, if I get nostalgic, I love to browse through my downloaded-in-ancient-time-with-youtube-downloader-animes, watch and laugh happily about them (:

Just to remember: Here’s a list of the animes I watched. Those are not all, because I forgot to enter them, but the most. MyAnimeList.net

My ever and going on favorite animes are:
– Kuroshitsuji
– Pandora Hearts

– Rozen Maiden

– Highschool Of The Dead

– Black★Rock Shooter

(in non-order)



damned to inactivity, sitting there. everything you could possibly do, watching people, counting the stairs, writing sms, checking you facebook status, drink or eat something, walk around – already done. busy people all around you, running here and there, talking frantic on their phones, the epitome of the lack of time. and you sit there, got plenty of time to waste. the clock, as if it laughed at you, suddenly stopped or was it just a deception? every time, a little glance at the clock face, it seemed as if it, instead of running forward, went back somehow or got stuck in a spiral of time. hours aren’t flying by, they’re stuck in the bottle of waiting like a glutinous juice. about every drop that finds it’s way, away from the bottleneck, you feel relieved, and with that you get nearer your reason of waiting,